My first words, here...

The first words.... first baby steps...

It always feels that way when you create something new... no matter how many times you may have done the exact same thing before somewhere else. The first time in a new place with new people is always the best of everytime there after.

Think about it. Even if that first fu*k with the best lover you EVER had, was actually the best you ever had, no matter how many times you do it afterwards, it will Never Ever be the same as that very first time... when you really blasted off with that person.

Kinda like drugs I guess. You never quite ever get that same first time high (those of you who have did those type of things of course).

You keep running for that first great high and you never ever get it back, but damn you just keep trying and trying and trying...